'Sorry' is just a word which people took for granted just because they think it solved everything.
An 'Excuse' is still an excuse afterall no matter how much is explained.

one month is the most you can go.

maybe you're right.
perhaps you're right.
but i dont wish you to be right :x

i am NIL!

HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!
went back to St.Luke today!
to help out!
because i am so god damn bored at home!
spending time there is not a bad idea also!
rather than at home thinking something i shouldnt be bothered of.
had a great time there. tmr going back. for the last time i guess.
:D i am going to miss the elderly there! hahahahas!

i gave up.
hope to and want to.
but.
as days passed, you...had proved to me that time do fade off things.
thanks to you. i know the answer.
this is the fact.
thanks for letting me know the answer i have been searching for.
everything changes,
but rachel is still on the same point,unmoved.

OVERDUE PHOTO.
taken last friday during meetup. his shoe died on him halfway through!


HE'S SO RETARDED!




'SOONHUAT !!!'




PARTIAL DARKNESS!



DAPHNE'S STUPID FACE! HAHAHAHAHAS!


HOR HOR SY! *cheers somemore!*


Daphne and Minhui snatching for the cake..except for Szeyah :x


SEE THAT LIUMINHUI'S FACE!





-THEY ARE THE ONES WHO ALWAYS MAKES MY DAY !
LOVE THEM TO BITS!

Attachment ended yesterday!
finally its holiday! but dont forget there's tons of projects to do!
not done yet! not even the date to meet up is settled.
went to rayner's house.
ITS PARTY TIME!
there's Daphne,Isaac,Minhui,Rachel,Szeyah and Soonhuat.
Total of 7 people!
they 'tau pok' anyone! LOLS.
and the way they 'tau pok' is so damn funny la!
stacking up on one another.. and even if cannot be stacked anymore,
they just stack and FALL! hahahahahas! :x
they can really make me laugh non-stop! x3
after that, everyone was tired.
some sleep, some use com, some play the karaoke party.
ANOTHER KILLING THING- Karaoke Party.
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS!
high pitch, low pitch, medium pitch. YOU NAME IT, THEY HAVE IT! hahahahahahas!
went home at around 7am !
people went for work, we go home!

you, come and go, just like wind.

Labels: Overnight at Rayner's house.

~.~ TMR IS THE LAST DAY !
CHEERS TO ALL ! :D
but still have project to do! -.-

few days back, this dream came to me:
ALL the birds in SINGAPORE suddenly have no control of their bladder.
they shit all around at ALL TIME.
and i kept got it! keep wiping. because every bird dropped their 'gold' everywhere, all the time.
STUPID ENOUGH!
scare the hell out of me la! ~.~

H1N1 cases increasing ~
TAKE ALL PRECAUTIONS TO PROTECT YOURSELF! ^^

RACHEL HAD COMPLETED 2/5 OF HER 4/4 ATTACHMENT!
this week whole week at Woodlands Polyclinic! have to put on mask all day long..
because of the stupid H1N1 ! troublesome!
nothing much happened during attachment.
CT results will be out on the 29th!
FON 70 people failed ! ohmygod! god bless ~

will time fade off things ?
can time fade off things ?

I UPDATED ! :X

FINALLY! finally i have completed 2/4 of the attachment!
tmr attached to SWAMI Residential Care at SEMBAWANG!
so far la ! no one knows how to go there either !
5 sembawang walk ? ha!
the first attachment was at St.Lukes Eldercare.
one word, FUN !
those elderly there arent as fierce as i thought la~
hahahas.
there were ite nurses there too! they're friendly! :D
today went to Health Promotion Board.
for talks.
talks can really dozed me off ! ~.~
after 1 talk was allowed breaks. then talk again.
then finally bring us to look around.
MOVING IN HUGE GROUPS EH!

nowadays people are really sick in the mind or just too friendly! :x

July: Fun to be with
Secretive
Difficult to fathom and to be understood
Quiet unless excited or tensed
Takes pride in oneself
Has reputation
Easily consoled
Honest
Concern about people's feelings
Tactful
Friendly
Approachable
Very emotional
Temperamental and unpredictable
Moody and easily hurt
Witty and sarky
Sentimental
Not revengeful
Forgiving but never forgets
Dislike nonsensical and unnecessary things
Guides others physically and mentally
Sensitive and forms impressions carefully
Wary and sharp
Judge people through observations
Hardworking
No difficulties

'get your mind occupied' .
this method really work!
thank YOU ! :D
~~~ i am so random ! :x

12JUNE:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GRANDMA!
stay cute and HEALTHY! :D
i love you!

exams over! but i dont feel any happiness in me!
because CA is coming.
after paper, met daphne for lunch.
out again in the evening.
dinner with emily,minhui,soonhuat,rayner,isaac,yuda, and one more i dont know his name.
GASTRIC PAIN SUCKS LA!
came at the wrong timing eh!
people monday CA then gastric pain.
-.-

tmr will be the last paper, MIC !
after tmr !.. -.- not freed yet!
still have clinical attachment! 8.30am to 4.30pm everyday for 10 days !
ohmygoddd! i am so running out of time !
but i am still here blogging! -.-
today no paper. how goodddd !
yesterday met emily for dinner.
because grandparents went overseas,no one prepared '爱心' dinner for me! :x
walked around lot1 to find presents for dearest liuminhui.
need something that is value-less eh,minhui?
hahahahas! emily and i were so ran out of ideas ! and i am seldom the one who goes around buying presents. ;x
now i know how 'troubled' my friends felt when buying presents. :D
going to pass minhui her value-less present one day.

i
am
so
sick
and
tired
of
it.

someone please bring my mind back!
it just keep running away !
keep running away from the 'S' word !
> S.T.U.D.I.E.S !
it aren't concentrating on studies when its common test period !
thats why i am posting again ? -.-

how amazing we have to be on wed ?
one hour for two papers.
ONE HOUR LEH!~.~

5TH JUNE PHOTOS:

SAY CHEESE :D


ALL except minhui looking at the totally wrong direction.
there were two cameras at the same time ~



my face just turns out to be like this la ! ~.~


in my four years of friendship with him, i had never taken a photo with him alone.
SO TADA ! :D


i look so relax eh! :x



had FON test today. paper was alright. but passing or not is still a '?' ..
ended at 10am! tmr paper at 6.30pm ! evening paper.
GOODLUCK EVERYONE!

TMR IS THE START OF COMMON TESTS !
how are you guys preparing for it !
GOODLUCK TO ALL !

ohmygod.
i am so loving him!
he's so fucking generous !
since he already let it go,
i have no other reasons to bear a grudge on you.
sincerely wishing you and new love GOODLUCK.

5thJUNE.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LIUMINHUI ! as well as zhiyang.
went to meet them after school for sakae buffet, at causeway point.
minhui and daphne left first as they had something on.
so was left with: chinwei, wendy,szeyah,rayner,jiahui and i.
after awhile, chinwei,wendy and jiahui left.
so, down to szeyah,rayner and i . LOLS.
decided to walk around. went to pasar malam.
there was the bidding thing. the stupid rayner suggested that we/i go shout any price.. then run away. ~.~
we dint do it okay.
went on separate ways. i left my AAP book in szeyah's bag and i only remembered when i reached boonlay!
guess what !
i trained back to clementi to take from her. luckily she havent board bus or anything.
after that home at around 11.30!

i hate two-timers.
and i am sorry that you're one.
disappointed rather ?
did you even consider people's feelings when you two-timed someone?
how about you being two-timed ?
it dont feels great right ?
put yourself in other people's shoes before you start doing anything.
its all excuses that you chose to end the relationship. dont you think so ?
if you really love someone, they will be perfect to you no matter how much flaws they have!
cant deny that you're a selfish one,who doesnt care about people's feelings.
you are having great time out there with your new love, how about the old one ?
hiding at home and cry like fuck ?
dont worry.. because..
without you, the old love will smile, laugh with even more sincerity!
without you, the old love will live more happily.
without you, the old love will live infinity times happier than you do.
without you, the old love will concentrate on the studies.
dont ever come back.
because, 好马不吃回头草.
the old love will eventually find someone infinity times better than you.

days studying at Westcoast...

-i love my retards! :3


-3 different expressions ?



LOOK WHAT THIS GIRL IS DOING! :X


MY TURN! :x


-i am so tired even to smile ? ~.~


-my hand just happened to be stretched out. :X




Common tests will be starting next week!
how fast does time flies !
one blink, and its already the 8th week.
what comes after common tests ?
holidays ?
NO!
CLINICAL ATTACHMENT ! ~.~
only after this will i enjoy my holidays.
but who will be there for my holidays ! everyone having lessons as per normal by that time!